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First off, I'm sorry for avoiding everyone. I kinda socialed myself out with the masquerade and I'm not used to it, so I hid for awhile. [ Soul looks apologetic as he appears on the network with this statement, running his hand through his bangs and trying to smile. Mostly he just looks supremely embarrassed. Not by what he's said but what he's about to say. ]

So uh, I have to ask for some advice.

[ He pauses and takes a deep breath as his cheeks flush. ]

What do you do when you have a big old crush on someone? Do you tell them your real feelings or only spill it a little? Do you do it at all if you've been avoiding them and they're kind of upset about it? I'm sort of tired of avoiding them more than anyone, and feel like the only answer is to say something so I can't anymore.

But I really don't want to. Is there any way I can avoid this? I'm really not sure about it because I've never... liked another guy before, and I don't know how to handle it with a guy. I barely know how to handle it with a chick.

I don't want to lose this friend if they get pissed off about it. Things could stay the same and I'd be okay. I'm used to not getting what I want.

[ He pauses. That's kind of a shitty thing to say and he didn't mean to. ]

Uh, forget that last statement, please.

Help?

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Scythe-y boy! [Oh, has she missed her Soul. Blair practically smooshed the camera against her] It’s good to see you. Aw, you don’t have to admit anything to Blair. ~

[Wait, did he say something about liking other men? She certainly didn’t expect that. A look of confusion washed across her face]

Huh, you like another guy?

Bl-blair?

[ Soul looks somewhat shocked. He missed the fact she arrived and this is a weird way to find out. ]

....yeah kinda. But you're here?!

Of course I am. You don't think I'd leave you here all alone did you?~

[Well, he had Maka, but whatever]

If it's making someone notice you, Blair can help!

I just thought you'd stay at home. I didn't expect you here.

[ He actually looks glad to see her. ]

And it's more like - I need to be able to talk to him again? I can't seem to manage it, and he's getting real pissed.

Home is where the soul is! [wink]

[But still, no one upsets her friends if she can help it]

Just tell me the guy's name and I'll have him taking a warm bubble bath with you in no time!~

Wow, that's adorable. [ He rolls his eyes at the statement but he still has to admit that. ] And I won't tell you here, he could overhear. But we could meet up.

Hooray! Blair gets to finally see you up close again! [Real close]

Wanna meet at Maka's? [That's where she's been spending most of her time nowadays anyway. Maybe it can switch to Soul's room]

Okay, sure. Now?

...Why am I wary about how close you're gonna get?

It seems important to you, so yup!

[Don't worry, Soul. Blair's hugs are the best, aren't they?]

I'll be right over there.

[ Soul cuts off the video and heads over quick. ]