[Mourning and grief he knows well, but this is loss on another level that he's never truly experienced before. It hurts in a way he just can't quantify or even parse in to words. It hurts so bad he can't even bring himself to fully feel it all at once. It comes and goes in waves, overwhelming to the point of numbness.
For all the places they had been together, he thought that was how it would always be. He had put away any equation where Hilda wasn't at his side, and now he doesn't know how to handle it at all.]
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[Mourning and grief he knows well, but this is loss on another level that he's never truly experienced before. It hurts in a way he just can't quantify or even parse in to words. It hurts so bad he can't even bring himself to fully feel it all at once. It comes and goes in waves, overwhelming to the point of numbness.
For all the places they had been together, he thought that was how it would always be. He had put away any equation where Hilda wasn't at his side, and now he doesn't know how to handle it at all.]