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First off, I'm sorry for avoiding everyone. I kinda socialed myself out with the masquerade and I'm not used to it, so I hid for awhile. [ Soul looks apologetic as he appears on the network with this statement, running his hand through his bangs and trying to smile. Mostly he just looks supremely embarrassed. Not by what he's said but what he's about to say. ]

So uh, I have to ask for some advice.

[ He pauses and takes a deep breath as his cheeks flush. ]

What do you do when you have a big old crush on someone? Do you tell them your real feelings or only spill it a little? Do you do it at all if you've been avoiding them and they're kind of upset about it? I'm sort of tired of avoiding them more than anyone, and feel like the only answer is to say something so I can't anymore.

But I really don't want to. Is there any way I can avoid this? I'm really not sure about it because I've never... liked another guy before, and I don't know how to handle it with a guy. I barely know how to handle it with a chick.

I don't want to lose this friend if they get pissed off about it. Things could stay the same and I'd be okay. I'm used to not getting what I want.

[ He pauses. That's kind of a shitty thing to say and he didn't mean to. ]

Uh, forget that last statement, please.

Help?

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god i shouldnt have done that right why did i do this

and i dont know why it was doing it the idea of talking to him made me feel like my throat was closing up

Look um

I don't have any idea how to do this, it's not like they cover in school "what to do if your weapon starts liking someone like that."

Did you want to just

talk and I'll listen?

I can't give advice but I can listen.

maybe but wouldnt that make you feel uncomfy like i dont want to make you feel that way

How so, it's not like *I* like anyone that way and this is going to stir some novel-esque revelation in me like "yes, I must tell them!"

Really, it's fine. I'm here for you, okay?

yeah. okay.

thanks, maka

im here for you too in anything but you already know that

Of course, dummy, why wouldn't you be?

[Though really if in the slim chance Maka ever did find herself in a situation like that, she would actually be very hesitant to share it with anyone--let alone Soul. It's just a thing that will pass, so why bother fussing over it?]

So...where did you wanna start?

i guess asking if you know him his name is fubuki

No.

But can I make fun of you again for it being someone not from our world? After you said...

[She's not gonna let it go any time soon.]

yeah

make fun of me all you want i deserve it for this shit

This isn't the coolest thing you've done, you big soft-hearted dork.

Tell me about Fubuki?